Someone

Just a beautiful song that describes what I would want my woman to be like.

Musiq Soulchild Someone Lyrics:

I never wanted a woman that wanted
Me for my name or material things
See I always hope for a woman
that´s so sure, emotionally secure
With spiritual faith
A woman that I can trust with all of my secrets
And even listen to all of my issues
A woman who never judge
Me or how I was
She deals with me strictly through love

[Chorus:]
Someone who will put up with the things
Loving me can bring
But still be there to see us through
Someone who would put up
With the strange and complicated things
Cause I would do the same for her too
Someone who I can be real with
ain´t gotta be perfect
Because loving one another is all that matters
it´s not hard to explain
So believe me when I say
That I found all of that in you

All that I hope for a friendship that´s so pure
A girl I can talk to bout
whatever is on my heart
A woman that needs me
That trust and believes me
That wont take my kindness as
some kind of weakness
A woman who bares her soul who
is willing to let go
That wants me to lead her but
knows how to take control
And when I am feeling down
Cause things are going wrong
She fills me up and makes me feel strong

[Chorus:]

You are that someone who loves me
Through all my inperfections
You know my heart is filled with
nothing but good intentions
You are the one that told me
Long as we got us
Nothing matters
You are the one that sees the
joy through the pain
You are my light through the rain
Here and now
Girl I am saying it´s you
you´re my heart it´s you
Your that someone I can truly
say that I´ll never find
another love like you

[Chorus until fade...]

looking for answers

Lately, I just want to be alone. Alone with my own thoughts. Alone with myself. Trying to figure out who I am. What I am. What I am here for. What my goals are in life. Where I want to go in life. I feel that so much of my time, I've wasted. I wonder what has caused this feeling, and what has caused me to go into this direction. I feel as though life currently is very mundane, just the same things over and over again. I used to feel that I was meant for something more, but that is completely gone.

I don't have the drive in my life that I once had. I don't have that joy of living that I once had. The energy. The laughter. The love. The faith. The Hope. Or the Peace. I'm at a total loss. And I've never felt so helpless before.

Where do I go? What do I do? How and Where do I start?